Monday, November 30, 2009

Trying not to show.

Trying real hard to think of something captivating to pen down; i stare at a blank page still. Write something interesting, a piece that would pique their attention; they offered advice.

And i wonder, how do i write something enchanting and yet doesn't sound like i'm trying too hard? It doesn't help that i think my life time achievements unfascinating, and boring. How do i turn something boring into an exciting page or two? (deep breaths)

I am aware. There is no room for doubts. All i need do, is do it. Yet, i prefer, dream it.
Nerves, i have no choice but to shake you away. Oh, and please go away will you, conscious intentional procrastination?

Trying to come up with (eight) unique pieces; and at the same time trying extremely hard not to reveal i'm severely straining my ability to write enchantingly.

Perhaps, i need to calm down and think. Write what is best for me, not try to impress. That totally gets me no where near completion of a piece.

I should go; thoughts to put together, pieces to form, sentences to create! Yayy?!

(can't wait for this to end, yet i'm denying to finish it) ahh, the paradox of me.


(Currently listening to: Officially missing you)

its safe to say, i'm officially missing you.
but this i have to, i'm walking away.

2 comments:

  1. write from honesty, elaine.

    that's all you need to do.

    it's never about the style ; it's always about the truth.

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  2. thanks, kat.

    i'll do that :)

    it is always about the truth! just that sometimes i forget, or rather get distracted by the fancy insignificant

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