I carry your heart with me.

by E. E. Cummings.

I carry your heart with me

(i carry it in my heart)

I am never without it

(anywhere I go you go, my dear;

and whatever is done by me is your doing, my darling)

I fear no fate

(for beautiful you are my world, my true)

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;

which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart

(I carry it in my heart)

..the heart aches on this day.

the heart broke a lil for you.

10 years ago, Cia and I were watching Gilmore Girls on Channel5.

I don't think i'll ever forget this day.

I'm sorry i forgot.

I still let myself forget that you have gone home.

It is so much easier.

Being back here, it was so easy to fall back into my own world.

The world where you're just 10,000 miles away.

Cia posted a link on your Facebook wall, i couldn't bear to watch it.

Because i remembered it from a couple years back.

Back when, everything was still bright and shiny.

I miss you so much, words fail me.