One after another, they surprised me.
I no longer was able to pretend that everything was fine, i avoided.
and then, i felt stupid.
Am i that bad a judge of character? Am i the one who's being ridiculous?
It was the whole L-drama all over again. I knew it, he knew it.
It hurt. And i begin to wonder if i was ever someone else's wrong horse.
Surely, i was. At one point of my life - i am only human.
..I'm truly sorry if i was a wrong horse you once bet on.
On a frivolous note; April was brilliantly amazing :) Well, at least the end of April was! It was a beautiful day (month) =) All the emotions, all the sorrows, all the hard work - it was well worth it. Thank you Lord for such a wonderful year in Starkville. Thank you for sending beautiful horses my way, Father.
I'll see you back home soon. :)
just 14 more days, Ma.
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