I miss you.

You are amazing.

You are my hero, ♥

always was and always will be.

I love you, so very much.

I'll see you again soon, on the other side.

Thank you.

for fighting the battle.

and for holding on,

as long as you could.

I know He is saying to you, right now.

"Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!"

(Matthew 25:21)

I'll see you on the other side.

I plead.

I feel like a fraud.

I hate to shortchange people of me,

yet deep down it hurts to pretend or conveniently forget the reality.

I need you to breathe for me,

please.

I plead for your life,

but i need you to fight as hard as you can.

I love you, so much.

The going gets tough.

I hear,
they say you need to get worst before you even begin to get better.

I wish,
the journey isn't that tough to fight.

I hope,
you persevere on no matter what.

I will be,
right behind you. always.
because you mean the world to me.

Fight a good fight,
Finish the race,
Keep the faith.
2 Timothy 4:7

I truly believe.

and even my bones concur.

:)

Dear Lord,
I surrender him to You.

May Your strength and mercies,
renew at the every break of dawn.

Walk with him.
Dream with him.
Conquer with him.

In Your precious name,
Amen

This task before me may seem unclear,
But it, my maker holds.
Bebo Norman's The Hammer Holds

I walk alone.

You may sit awhile with me.
You may pray along with me.
You may hope together with me.
You may believe for me.

But.
Ultimately, i still walk alone.
With only God by my side,
..and it is all that i ever needed.

Leaving home.

did not feel this real.
..not till yesterday.

It has always felt so far and foreign,
until it hits close to home. literally.

His grace is sufficient,
always has been and always will be.
(AMEN)