I walk alone.

You may sit awhile with me.
You may pray along with me.
You may hope together with me.
You may believe for me.

But.
Ultimately, i still walk alone.
With only God by my side,
..and it is all that i ever needed.

Leaving home.

did not feel this real.
..not till yesterday.

It has always felt so far and foreign,
until it hits close to home. literally.

His grace is sufficient,
always has been and always will be.
(AMEN)

Must love dogs.

It broke my heart.
To see that many dogs roaming the vicinity of Mouth Kinabalu, Sabah.
To know i wouldn't be able to fend them all.

How do i take care of all the dogs in the world, Cia?
I hear myself ask.

The only comfort was,
they weren't holding their weight on only three limbs, neither were they abused in any way.

At least, they had compassion unlike my stupid neighbors.

I whisper a prayer as i pass each of them.

Surely i'm going to miss my puppies dearly when i leave. :(

*Dear future husband, you must love dogs.

41 sunsets.

Now that feels too close for comfort.

Though,
I may need more time.
who doesn't, hey?

Still,
I look forward to you, day 42.

I am more than trilled. excited. anxious. nervous.
anticipating beyond this mind's capability.

PS. I've never really liked you in the past, but i've decided i would this year.
Hello, beautiful June! Fill me up with amazing people encounters, will ya? :)

Lord, lord.

"Why do you call me Lord?

When you won't even do what I ask."

Adapted from.
onetimeblind's Lord, lord.

Perfecto.

His timing is beyond perfect.

All that is needed of us, is to.
Wait patiently for it.
Be open to it.
Brace yourself for it.

the,
who would (ever) have thought moments.

Who would have thought,
I'd be spending the rest of my twenties back at school.
Cognitive Science. PhD. Mississippi.
its like a dream come true.

I would never have thought.

Amazing, He is indeed.

I love Him so much more, =)
He never cease to amaze me with His enchanting surprises.
♥

Closer, yet farther.

As i feel the void between us.
I long for, when i was much closer to You.

And as i attempt in reaching out again for You,
You seem even farther away.

Have i slid that much a distance?

I hate that i need constant reminder to be aware of You.
Consciously asking myself to know You are here.

Why hasn't it be a reflex already?

Shame on me.